Thanks for the post from Sylvester Campbell
Motherhood is better than I could have ever imagined it being. I get to take care of the sweetest little girl and hold her close all of the time. She loves me no matter what I do and I am so happy to have her in my life. I never realized how scary it would be, though. I did not know worry would consume my life. I did not know I would have allhomesecurity number on speed dial. I did not think I would be one of those moms that over-protected my child, but I am afraid I am getting there. I am always afraid something bad will happen. I worry someone will break into the house or there will be a fire. I always want to make sure ever y system is up to date and my child is protected. You would think with all this worry I never sleep and you would actually be right. There has to be a way to feel safe without all the bells and whistles. I keep looking for an alternative, but I think I will just be worrying all of my life. I guess that is the true definition of being a parent.
